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Who really gets their identity stolen? Like really? Wtf. So i filed my taxes and was looking forward to tattoo and moving money. I called the hotline and it said i would receive my refund by the 22nd. so i called again today since it still isn't here. of course there's a problem. so finally i find out someone filed a tax return in my name in 2005 claiming some kids and the earned income credit. turns out the eic is bunk and has to be repaid. fine. EXCEPT THIS SHIT IS IN MY NAME AND I'VE NEVER FILED A TAX RETURN BEFORE THIS YEAR! So the irs thinks i owe them money. and now i have to call 161342 different agencies to get it fixed. and it starts with the police report and they just told me they'd "get back to me...probably by the end of the week." Omg Wtf! this is absolutely crazy.

so i got this comment in my last public entry:

SATANIC ILLUSION WAS BASIS OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS

Satan, whom God had created the most beautiful and intelligent angel of all the angels was named Lucifer - "the shining one," until he rebelled against God, wishing to be God and to receive the worship that is due only to God. After he rebelled and was thrown to earth from heaven, the Bible says, God renamed him Satan, which means the "deceiver" and the "adversary."


Because "Bill Wilson had rejected the concept of a personal Creator God and because the thought of the existence of a God to whom he was accountable was completely repugnant to him, when he cried out in desperation because of his alcoholism, it was not to the one true God, but to any "higher power" who might exist, not to the God who has revealed Himself to man in His Holy Word, and this was an invitation with which Satan was delighted to comply. Satan immediately rewarded Wilson with an incredible occultic "experience."


In Wilson's own words, "Suddenly the room lit up with a great "white light." I was caught up into an ecstasy which there are no words to describe. It seemed to me, in the mind's eye, that I was on a mountain and that a wind not of air but of spirit was blowing. And then it burst upon me that I was a free man. Slowly the ecstasy subsided. I lay on the bed, but now for a time I was in another world, a new world of consciousness. All about me and through me there was a wonderful feeling of Presence..." and because of that experience, Alcoholics Anonymous was founded so that others could share in Bill Wilson's experience.


I, CLONNIE, AM THE LIVING FOUNDATION STONE OF THE CHURCH.


My response:
y'know..its very RUDE to go through someone's personal journal to denounce what's saving their life. what the fuck does it matter to you how i make my life better? "religion" did not relieve me of my alcoholism. coming to meet with god did. Alcoholics Anonymous brought me to seek god.

bill w did believe in god and did cry out to him. he chose to use the term "higher power" so as not to offend people like me who would run from the word god, as i did before i found him and got sober. and i dont believe god is sitting up there in heaven sending people to Hell because of the religion they chose to worship him with. "Nope, not you..you didn't do it right! Eternal damnation for you!!" i dont think so. i think all god cares about is that we *do* worship and do our best to be like him.

and don't you think that holding yourself up as a god is a little blasphemous? YOU are the LIVING FOUNDATION STONE OF THE CHURCH??? really now....humility much?

edit// she replied with this:
Dearest Erika,
But I am afraid that as the serpent deceived Eve by his cunning, your thoughts will be led astray from a sincere and pure devotion to Christ. (2 Corinthians 11:3).

Do you love me, Erika?

I, CLONNIE, AM THE HOLY ONE OF GOD.

My response:
God wants spiritual fruit; not religious nuts.